10 months have changed a lot. 

From thinking nothing will change, I now ask what more can I change?

From being isolated even in my own self to having someone to talk to.

The pills have helped but do they stay for life?

The nightmares still come and tell me to cut.

What am I doing? Where am I going? The questions have started popping again.

Is it ever going to be enough or is it all just too late? Can I make some changes from a keyboard away? 

Will I have some impact or will I just drift out, this is that time, I start to doubt. 

The world around is always falling, people are killed and killers are rising. 

No matter how much I change, no matter how many I help. The only question I have, will it ever be enough?