Are you for real or are you not there.
You’re covered in blood and the eyes just stare.

I woke up screaming to find you by my side,
When my mind is the problem, there’s no where I can hide.

Im scared to sleep, I find comfort in the day.
Thought I was getting better but then you stood in the way.

It started with a dream, more of a nightmare.
The cold sweat ran and then you stood there.

I Rushed to the doctor, Was Prescribed some pills,
I felt warmer, But I also had chills.

I have a ray of hope and people who care,
Are they for real, or are they not there.


In continuance with my last post about my hallucinations and trouble sleeping.

Scared, Not Defeated.